16 sucks

Hey! So I turned 16 on the 28th of march and it sucks! I did something wrong and now Everything is differant. So it's been a couple of Days of my 16th year and every day is all about whaiting, regreting and sobbing. It sucks but what can I do? I should just not give a fuck. But it's hard! Lol, teenage drama :) Then today I Heard a song and saw a video that changed how I feel about myself. I got to know something about me I knew but never understood. It's like Shane Dawson knew what I needed to know and put it up! The song is called Fuck Up and is like the most Amazing song right now. I'm gonna listen to it and cry myself to sleep. No just kidding! I aint about that. But I must say, I did shead a tear when I listend to it the first time.

Sorry for my Spelling... I know I suck at it and I'm trying to get better! That's why I prefer videos. But I'll do my best.

Now some Pictures from the past few weeks/Days. Have a great day!

Kisses, -ninza

A lil video I made

Hey guys! I'm a geyma gaal!

Hey! The title is a joke. I Think you deserv one because I haven't been blogging in a while! But I am now. And I have stuff to tell you. My B-day is coming sooo soon. I don't know what to do. I'm having a partay, but I don't know when or where. I guess it's gonna be the same time and Place as every other year. Meow. I'm turning 16, 16!!! what? I'm still a kid. I can't be 16!? Meh, I don't know how to be a 16 year old? Can anyone tell me? Am I allowed to do childish stuff and play videogames when I'm 16? Oh who gives a tiny rats ass? Not me. I'm downloading LOL on my moms computer right now and I'm so hyped. This is a good day for me. Let me tell you about it in a third person.

She woke up, tired, as Always. She decided to sleep a while longer. But something horrible happened! A nightmare. It was one of the worst ones yet. She was terrified and decided never to sleep again. When she got up her hair was in a mess. 'I'm never gonna sleep with my hair open again' she said to her self while picking up the toothbrush. When she was done in the bathroom she rushed to her room and put some comfy clothes on, tool a look in the mirror and changed into something more fabulous. She took her hair and trew it in a fire she made with a lightningfart! *Sorry got carried away*

She put her hair in a bun as Always and put on a cute headband with a bow and a stud in the middle. When she was done there she rushed to the busstop and got there in time. She took Another bus than usual and got in time for the first lesson, Music. It was the first time she had come in time for a Music lesson! It felt really good. She wanted to show the class a song she taught they could play next. The song got the most votes and the started to put it together. The rest of the day Went fine. When she got home she played some piano and put the playstation on. When her mom came home she was studying for a maths test. Then she played some gigs on guitar hero. Her siblings came home and she sat down at the computer and started to download LOL. She played some mario and wrote something in her blog. Now she is whaiting for the stupid game to load so that she can play some Before she goes to bed. Oh how she would love to do that.

 

 

How was that? Ok, I'm gonna go whait for the friggen game to load. Have a nice day!

 

xx-Ninza

Stay strong!

I haven't been blogging for a while because I'm having a really bad time right now and I promised myself that if I ever had one I wouldn't blog for a while. But it's been such a long time that I can't just dissapear and never come back without explaining anything. So there it was. When I feel better I'll blog, but til' then The blog will be on a break... So hang on there! i'll be back!

Heres an ootd for you!