Fangirl?

Today I started thinking about my obsession with music and my ''fangirling''. Now the thing is, I listen to alot of music, and I like most of it. I love music for music and I don't care if it's ''embarrassing'' or ''out'' or ''mainstream'' if it sounds good to me, I listen to it. That's one thing the people around me and all over the world are forgetting, that it's about the music and not who sings it, or who likes it and who listens to it, where it comes from and what kind it is. It's really about how it sounds to you and how it makes you feel. And fangirling, there's nothing wrong with that! If you like an artist and the artists music you should fangirl if you want to. No matter who it is! Fandoms are nice, makes you connect to people with the same intrest and people who can help you if you have problems. We stick around and love the artist and the music and eachother. Some people go way to far for the artists, like #cutforbieber etc,etc. But that's the only thing everyone who's not in the fandom sees, nothing else intrests them. Only the negative things. Not the ''I joined this fandom and got friends who saved my life'' or #makebieberhappy #makejustinsmile. I can proudly say I'm a belieber and a directioner, do I listen to only them? No, but I love them and I enjoy listening to them, looking at them and connecting with them. So why would I ever care what other people say? I can listen to 1D, Beyonce, Lady GaGa, MJ, Avicii, Eminem, Miley Cyrus, Toto, Bob marley, Apocalyptika, Justin Bieber, Coldplay, Greenday, U2, Metallica, P square, the beatles etc. if I want to and if I feel like it. So if you're a real heavy metal lover but you also like 1D, blast it whenever! Don't be ashamed of music, music is love and love is the closest thing to magic we humans have gotten! So listen to whoever you want to and be happy that you enjoy more than one music just because society or anyone else says you can't.

I'm gonna go listen to whatever and read some books. See you lovies later! Kisses, night. xx

I want!

Halloween!

Yesterday we had a little halloween ''get together'' and it was fun! me and Skoobs were the only onew dressed up tho... And Nathan was a ninja but that doesn't count. But it was chill. Lots of music and deep talk! Sat up late at night to watch the shaytards vlog! It was so heart melting, and if you klick HERE you can watch it! They show the whole prosess so if you don't like that, you can just skip those parts. I got emotional watchng it, because it's so beautiful!

Shit down the toilet.

Ok, so I'm feeling shit again... Fucking hate this... I'm pissed at everyone or, just this one person and I can't get over it. I don't know why but it just annoys the F out of me. Anywho, when it comes to october I usually get very bored and start putting makeup on my face every now and then, so here are 3 differant looks I created, kinda united with my feelings and what I see in myself...